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not the drink. the type of video.
both are nice. yes yes.
but yeah... so im thinking compositionally for now. the teacher who i think is pretty tite perhaps a bit uptite...but still tite is very challenging.
ive never even done any intentional art in my life since ive been like 6 with the exception of dabbling in millsy classy crap most of which hasnt challenged me a whole lot besides deadlines and the like.
im coming to the realization that im starving. its a sad fact. i need money. but im not so concentrated on that right now. many of my friends have bought me food out or coffee or gotten me free gelato and they had no idea i was broke. they're just nice ppl. so thats whats up. i need more of those ppl in my life. i have met a lot of cool ppl recently most of which i dont really talk to or anything but its just nice to realize they exist. very nice!
in other news, im considering moving back to the dorms because they offer these things called free food... what happens is you pay less for housing and food and live by YOURSELF in a dorm and other ppl make you shitty food.. and while its shitty other ppl make it and if your hungry all you have to do is go there. hmmm sounds like a deal. but then.. would i ever go to the tea shop and eat there?? maybe.. would i ever go to founders... perhaps... i dunno. i dont really like being around mills ppl that much. but i do like having food. but then i could never cook any food... unless i came back here and use kirin's kitchen
in other news all of my original roommates even me! are moved out... in the process of moving out or considering it kinda strongly.
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| 10:21pm 25/12/2007 |
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i think this is a weird site.
myfooddiary.com
that is all.
have a nice break, errbody. |
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| 09:52pm 29/11/2007 |
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hello again.
after a long break, i have decided to update even tho i am so sick of the internet right now i want to vomit on it.
anyways, so im almost failing ken burke's film class. it really sucks because most ppl arent doing that well either but i suppose they watch all the movies and read all the pages in the book. ew. oh well.
i have paid all my parking tickets and am about to mail in my jury duty go away thingee which allows me not to do jury duty... cuz jury duty sucks. frankly.
in other news, my 21st is coming up so i wanna be as illegal as possible before then.
i kind of really want this semester to be over so i can be back in nashville. i miss it in some ways. i mainly wanna be back there so that i can not be under so much stress... but yeah i kinda just wanna be a bum and make art and sit around on the street and enjoy the snow and laugh at all the hicks. and be radical!~!
anyways, hendersonville where i actually live (but am NOT over the breaks) is the boringest place ever. ugh.. dont remind me.
but anyways things to do over break:
graffiti art
coffee drinking
reading more
working on video projects
stop motion
acquiring a camera
drugs
acid jazz
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| 02:45pm 07/08/2007 |
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www.nypost.com/seven/08072007/news/regionalnews/student_in_nyu_horror_murder_regionalnews_jana_winter___________jamie_schram________and_dan_mangan.htm
this is the biggest fucking sensational piece of trash ive ever read.
it describes her face being "rendered unrecognizable" how she was bisexual.. all this info from her myspace... how she was beautiful. basically making her really sexualized... but she's dead.
it was written by a woman i think.
please write a letter to the editor.. even if you didnt know her. i guarantee that you wouldnt want this shit written about you. |
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| out of range... havent listened to ani in so long |
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| 10:08am 07/08/2007 |
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"Out Of Range"
just the thought
of our bed
makes me crumble like the plaster
where you punched the wall beside my bed
and I try
to draw the line
but it ends up running down the middle of me
most of the time
boys get locked up in some prison
girls get locked up in some house
and it don't matter if it's a warden
or a lover
or a spouse
you just can't talk to 'em
you just can't reason
you just can't leave
and you just can't please 'em
I was locked
into being my mother's daughter
I was just eating bread and water
thinking
nothing ever changes
and I was shocked
to see the mistakes of each generation
will just fade like a radio station
if you drive out of range
If you're not angry
you're just stupid
or you don't care
how else can you react
when you know
something's so unfair
the men of the hour
can kill half the world in war
make them slaves to a super power
and let them die poor
I was locked
into being my mother's daughter
I was just eating bread and water
thinking
nothing ever changes
and I was shocked
to see the mistakes of each generation
will just fade like a radio station
if you drive out of range
just the thought
of our bed
makes me crumble like the plaster
where you punched the wall beside my bed
and I try
to draw the line
but it ends up running down the middle of me
most of the time
baby I love you
that's why I'm leaving
there's no talking to you
and there's no pleasing you
and I care enough
that I'm mad
that half the world don't even know
what they could have had
I was locked
into being my mother's daughter
I was just eating bread and water
thinking
nothing ever changes
and I was shocked
to see the mistakes of each generation
will just fade like a radio station
if you drive out of range
this song is really interesting to me cuz it sounds half political/half personal.... but they actually seem to relate a lot and the more i read over these... i more i get that. |
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| 05:46pm 30/07/2007 |
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hey bay bay
hey bay bay
hey bay bay
who runs it???
hillsboro village runs it!
(umm yeah you pretty much arent gonna understand this.. unless you live in nashville and are named s***ie.
much luv. <3 |
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| 07:37pm 14/07/2007 |
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how the fuck do i know..
but i do know that it seems as if every touring band on metropolis is playing in nashville over the summer.
last night i saw panzer ag (featuring a member of combichrist perform)
next bella morte is coming to play. after that is the birthday massacree and the start.
then when i wont be here combichrist and msi are coming. (but i will be in sf when assemblage 23 plays so word for that.
and thats all i can think of cuz im off to a show! |
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| 09:05pm 26/06/2007 |
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It was just confirmed that the birthday massacre is playing at salvation (nashville's goth/industrial venue) on august 12th so i guess that august 13th i will be heading back to oakland. it should be really fucking awesome.
last salvation was really fun. the music was so good and much better than the first time i went. (when it was really commercial) its always really packed and the costumes are good. its actually about as busy as death guild but the place is smaller and not as suited to a goth/industrial environment.
apparently the birthday massacre just played here in may and i just missed them but now i get a chance to see them again! |
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| i am absolutely in love with this song... so hard |
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| 09:25pm 07/06/2007 |
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Scissor Sisters - It Can't Come Quickly Enough
Sailling through the tunnels
In the morning by yourself
There's a very special feeling
True sensation all is well
If you stand and reach your arms out wide
Close your eyes and try to fly
It's an underground illusion
Tricking you from side to side
We knew all the answers
And we shouted them like anthems
Anxious and suspicious
That God knew how much we cheated
It can't come quickly enough
And now you've spent your life
Waiting for this moment
And when you finally saw it come
It passed you by and left you so defeated
Skyscrapers rise between us
Keeping me from finding you
If the concrete architecture
Dissapeared there'd be so few
Of us left to navigate and
Defend ourselves from the tide
It's an underground illusion
Tricking you from side to side
There's no indication of
What we were meant to be
Sucking up to strangers
Throwing wishes to the sea
It can't come quickly enough
And now you've spent your life
Waiting for this moment
And when you finally saw it come
It passed you by and
Left you so defeated |
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| 11:14pm 29/05/2007 |
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I just finished watching "Before Night Falls." It is a movie about Reinaldo Arenas, a gay cuban poet and writer who died of aids. It's a great movie. Not too sad... more realistic.
On another note, I would not recommend pirates 3. it sucks really bad. dont waste your money. it doesnt even work as a good time killer. completely boring :( |
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| 10:04pm 26/05/2007 |
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i just got a new job.
this new job sucks... wanna know why?
cuz its a gay bookstore/adult store/(now a brand new cafe)
head barista at outloud! i win.
im helping them get ready to open on tuesday. we have a stage for musical acts and poetry and a bunch of other shit. if you are in the area come on in
all our decoratings styles will conform to the gay and the chi styles of decorating. |
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| 05:23pm 23/05/2007 |
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Hey ppl...
i need some kind of suggestions for exercise music.. im trying to make a playlist on my ipod.. also if i dont have it ill steal it so suggest away.. |
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| share the starbucks hate.. anyone here hate starbucks as much as me |
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| 10:06pm 22/05/2007 |
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so i went to starbucks today against my better judgment just because it was convenient and I really wanted to see if it sucked as much as I remembered.. and yes it still does... its very soothing to know that. It reminded me of high school and wasnt depressing exactly but not so inspiring either.
i should have gone to the fair trade organic better-priced independent tastier coffee shop that was further away but i didnt really feel like driving. laziness makes everything suck apparently. i thought i could sit and drink coffee by the abandoned storefront right by the starsucks. by now my favorite abandoned store front in hendersonville has been turned into a nail place... ew. |
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| 05:02pm 17/04/2007 |
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Szomorú vasárnap
Szomorú vasárnap
száz fehér virággal
vártalak kedvesem
templomi imával.
Álmokat kergetõ
vasárnap délelõtt,
bánatom hintaja
nélküled visszajött.
Azóta szomorú
mindig a vasárnap,
könny csak az italom,
kenyerem a bánat.
Szomorú vasárnap.
Utolsó vasárnap
kedvesem gyere el,
pap is lesz, koporsó,
ravatal, gyászlepel.
Akkor is virág vár,
virág és - koporsó.
Virágos fák alatt
utam az utolsó.
Nyitva lesz szemem, hogy
még egyszer lássalak.
Ne féj a szememtõl,
holtan is áldalak...
Utolsó vasárnap.
(Seress Rezsõ nótája, Jávor László szavai) |
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| i am officially gay! |
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| 09:23pm 24/03/2007 |
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this is by far the most entertaining site I have come across
www.meatspin.com.
it's pretty funny. |
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| Powerful lines that won't stop playing in my head |
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| 05:59pm 28/02/2007 |
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mood: Creative; very creative
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we're sown together
she’s born to mesmer
beside, astride her
I die inside her
its far too sacred
don’t ever fake it
and don’t and don’t and don’t let me down
like you let me down before |
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| 03:46pm 25/02/2007 |
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Ok so I have 0g in my ears right now. I am stretching up to 00g with electrical tape. I have never used this method before and have always been buying new jewelry and stretching up with that. I was wondering if anyone knew about how many strips of electrical tapes to wrap around the jewelry to get to a 00g. I have been doing one strip around the 0g plugs every 3 days. I don't have my new 00g jewelry in yet so it's hard to tell how much bigger I have to go.
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